Yes. It's a lot since my last post.
Sadly after the last post I passed through a crisis phase. Some problems of my life came back to me, problems that I tought contained, while they was only hidden instead, like dirt under the mat, and then I started feeling very bad..
At the present time I'm trying to find out a fix, but it's all but an easy job..
Anyway, recently something sad happened and this forced me to come back to write about it, even if late, and I'm sorry for this
On past July I wrote how much surprised and disappointed I felt in finding out that the main online InformationTechnology newsmagazine of Italy hosts a forum made on purpose for some trolls.
I also wrote how some of them occasionally (between only God knows how many others objectionables activities) have fun joking on discussions made somewhere else, about some diseases and related life experiences.
The most silly comment that I find came from an anonimous user who were wondering why such persons don't commit suicide.
It's said that questions aren't stupid, but answers are, sometimes.
But there is a condition which made the 2 things overlap and then the question become stupid: it's when the question doesn't need a reply because it already has one, hidden inside.
It's called rhetorical question.
The person who wrote that post weren't asking for something, he were only giving his objectionable point of view that "it should be so".
But it "already is so".
Many days ago a person that I met once, who were suffering for some of these psicologic diseases, decided to put an end to his life letting a train run over himself.
These two things aren't linked in any way. Not that I know of, at least. I don't know if this person were worried for people joking about him and anything he did write online about himself and his own business. Probably not. And no one will ever know what in his mind really leaded him to such end.
But it's unavoidable that in the mess of thoughs that such news forces inside my head, there's also the bitter taste which comes from knowing of so many resources and popularity wasted for people so much stupid to not even be able to understand being so, while there's an army of common persons spread everywhere who constantly fight every moment against a mind which keeps following its own weird way, living a shitty life, dying any day a bit more, sometime even dying for real.
Ciao Emilio.
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